Happy Birthday my angel, you would have been 4 today. Not a day goes by that I do not think about you and wonder how you would be and what you would be doing. Who you would look like and what kind of personality you would have. What a beautiful day it is to celebrate your birthday, the sun is shining the breeze is perfect. I walked outside today to see a single red rose on my rose bush. I know you sent it for me, I know you are up there waiting for the day for us to be reunited. Oh, how I miss you still my heart achs for you, I cry inside becuse no one understand the pain that I went through, nor do they understand it. I may have never felt you kick my belly but I know you had a heartbeat, and from the moment I found out, I loved you, I wanted you, i would have doe anything to keep you safe, and I did, I guess it just wasnt enough, and God thought you would make a better angel than to be on this earth. I know the pain had faded but it is always there for you. I love you my little angel, and every time I feel a slight breeze, a touch on my cheek I know you are here with me.